Sick Again

Sick Again

You seem like you are really sick again, where you addiction disease has flared up, now causing you to have a hard time escaping the grips of my friend and colleague Roxy. I haven't seen you this bad since your last meeting with methadone over three years ago. Isn't it interesting how addiction never goes away. I have to be honest- you are, though in a slow way, getting better each and every year at managing not only how often you get sick with your addiction disease, but also with how long you choose to stay sick. You definitely have found your medicine through the use of Spirituality and that One you call the Invisible Hand of Help. It seems as if He (The Invisible Hand of Help) is helping you to slowly become immune to the addiction disease, even helping you to limit how often you get sick as the years progress. And then when you do get sick, He helps you to escape the diseases grips, almost acting as an antibiotic to help you get better quicker. 

This time, however, seems to be different. Ever since that night on New Years Eve you have since been teetering back and fourth, from His side to my side; and as of lately, you have definitely touched down on my side the most. This way of life has got to be taxing on you. Your constant hard work in trying to live the way of life that The Great Invisible Hand would have you live; and then the constant pressures you get from me and my team, where we are constantly trying to persuade you to escape into our world, since our world can make you numb to your thoughts and problems, even helping you to be happier quicker without having to work for it. Don't you get tired of all the scripture study, reading, exercise, nutrition, and then of course the constant  working on of your spirituality? I know that this particular way of life; or the life that the Invisible Hand would have you live, seems to be the only way of life that you feel like you are truly safe in. Why do you feel this way? Don't you feel safe when you come my way? I realize that my way is short lived and cannot last, but aren't you tired of all this? Wouldn't it just be easier to quit and come my way for the duration?