What Goes Up Must Come Down

What Goes Up Must Come Down

I'm out all night, partying, drinking, smoking, laughing and enjoying myself.  I don't want this night to ever end -  and yes, I'm so happy it's only 10 o'clock, the night is still young. I love how I feel right now, nothing seems to matter, I can't wait to go back outside and smoke another prime-time;  then when I go back inside I will drink some more, maybe a mixed drink, or a shot this time instead of a beer, man this is fun. After I get a little further along in my alcohol buzz I can't wait to smoke a little weed, I love being drunk and then smoking me some weed; the laughs are insanely fun; it puts me on another level of happiness. I have a whole box of prime-times as well, I don't usually smoke prime-times, but I love smoking them when I'm partying like this, they also bring their own unique head change to the night. Each and every time I go out to smoke one I'm enlightened further in my head; Prime-time's are great for nights like this, they add so much more to the experience.

Oh man, it's midnight, it's still early I guess, I'll shut it down around 2am.  I'll start drinking water here in the next hour or so, maybe we should smoke weed again so I can get further enlightened. I want to go further, and feel better, for sure another primetime - and soon. Actually, I'll go out and have another prime-time, and then rally the troops to smoke weed again, I'm sure they will all think its a good idea. Another shot sounds good also, I'm actually not that drunk; maybe another shot will make me feel even better. In fact, I'll just go take another shot right now while I'm thinking about it.Oh man, it's 2am - it's late, but not that late. I don't do this very often, so it's okay. At 3am I'll start drinking water and looking for a ride home. Man I don't want this night to end, I guess it has to end sometime. Tomorrow's going to be rough. How am I going to get through it? Oh well, let's just keep going, what's done is done, I'll worry about tomorrow tomorrow. Maybe I'll have a few more beers, yeah, that's exactly what I'll do; I'll have two more beers and then shut it down at 3am and start drinking water.Oh man, it's 4am, how am I going to get home? Why did I do this? Tomorrow, and even the next week are going to be rough. Why can't I just quit doing this? I'm so tired of living this on and off lifestyle where I'm happy one minute and sad the next. What am I going to do about tomorrow? How am I going to make it through? I'm going to be so depressed and down, why can't I just be normal? I hate drinking and partying like this, it baffles me as of to why I continue doing it. I'm never doing this again, I hate alcohol; it makes me feel horrible.I'm so down, depressed and sick this afternoon. My head is pounding like a trumpet. What can I take that will make my headache and depressive thinking go away. Oh, I know what I can take......-Hawk