Even When; You Still Can't

Even When; You Still Can't

You still can't have a good time, even though you did end up giving in to the temptation of Opiate and Pot. No matter what goes on throughout the night, you still can't maintain a state of happiness and balance. You catch glimpses of it, but it's a roller coaster ride full of ups and downs. You eventually start to realize that you aren't going to achieve the state of happiness you had hoped through the use of Opiate and Pot; therefore you start thinking about how you are going to go about in getting your relationship back with the Invisible Hand. You hate when you lose His matchless feeling of comfort and safety. You are so sorry for what you've done, and are now ready for it all to end so that you can work diligently to get back on His path; which is the path of truth, knowledge, and lasting happiness.

You pray to Him, asking for assistance in stopping, not regressing further down the Dragons dark and miserable path. Oh how you hope; oh how you pray; that you may stop The Dragon dead in His track, in hopes of going the righteous way.

You have found something so powerful through the Invisible Hand; you love what His spirit has to offer you. When you are in tune with Him, you are truly and profoundly happy and at peace. You feel in control, and even safe.

-Hawk